Been feeling intensely tired so I slept for a few days. Observing my mind resisting and trying to find excuses to be tired when simply I’m supposed to be. So I accept my rest and I recharge. I’m not letting my mind dwelling in the abyss of the unknown, it feels like drowning. Instead I choose to recenter on here and now. I can breathe!
We are living the new. You know you’re in it because it doesn’t look nor feel like the old. We all made the change. We are experiencing a new life situation right now. For each of us, the new manifests in accordance to us. Don’t start looking at the others’new endeavours to diminish your own. If you want to compare, do it consciously. Notice the other living the new too, its own new because it’s its own life.
Comparison is not a bad thing, it’s part of our individual existence and has to be used consciously. By consciously I mean with compassion.
So it’s happening…
I want to say finally because when such a change is happening, we may have been longing for it/feeling it coming/wanting it so bad.
The transformation is unveiling itself day after day. Transformation of my past into my future. Transformation of myself from one cycle to another. Simply a life transformation.
Wow cool.
Remember it’s a process of death and rebirth. We are being asked to let go of what we don’t want anymore to let in what we want. You know when you clean up your wardrobe to make space. It’s spring time! And it takes its own perfect timing (the one you can’t put dates and hours on).
What we are living is tuned in with nature. Of course we are part of nature, and also the plants, the animals, the elements, the planets, the insects and all of it. Everything is nature and made by nature. We’ve been conditioned to separate ourselves from our nature and it’s wrong.
Yes, sometimes we can say it’s wrong. It’s ok to say a clear no or a clear yes. And when I don’t know, I can express it too.
Which makes me come back to accepting the new by making our choices in accordance to what we want. If you want something for yourself, say no to what is not and trust in your own manifestation. As well, say a big yes when you feel like it. A clear answer without the tint of guilt. It’s time to let guilt evaporate don’t you think?
I accept what I want.
We may project ourselves far away and it can bring pressure on ourselves about the realisation of it all. We may think we are not ready enough and create resistance. You simply may feel overwhelmed by what’s happening. No need for explanations. The overwhelming is showing you to let go because there is too much to hold on to here. Simple.
Right now it’s about allowing yourself the space to be.
Focus on here and now.
Listen to your emotions, they tell you what to do at every moment.
Quiet your mind to allow your body to lead.
I accept how I’m feeling.
No need for comments. No need for words. No need for self-resistance.
Wherever you are, remember to see yourself with compassion.
I love and support myself no matter what.
Remember, it’s a process happening at every moment. We are all learning step by step. We are all evolving. So let go and let it be.
I appreciate now.
Chill and sit quietly.
Move and laugh.
Enjoy what you have now.
I love you
Océanie
Picture: Going towards the light, taken in Val Morin, Quebec, Canada. March 2019